Meltdown...

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I wonder how do you guys deal with meltdown or cooldown? How do you get back on track? After being for months in trenches working on Halo book I found myself in a blank state. There are lots of personal paintings to be finished (also comic pages and a game) but I don't want to touch my brushes. Doesn't feel like a depression/exhaustion as I keep going to work, run errands and do chores. Images and ideas are still popping up so it's not a creative block either. Maybe it's some sort of cooldown phase after you run the marathon? I dunno... just hope it's not a permanent one.
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I heard this somewhere, paraphrased, of course:  If you make your hobby your job, there will times when you absolutely won't want to do it; you'll hate it, and you'll want to quit. But it's your job now, so you just got to grit your teeth and push through it. 

How I get through a meltdown is to push through it, and then find something that really, really interests me.

Example: I like to participate in "literate" Roleplays; basically you and a group of friends write a story together. In my particular group we were averaging about 800-1000 words a piece every day... And for about two months I absolutely *loathed* it. Although we'd been writing everyday for over a year, I suddenly dreaded going online and adding my section; It wasn't like I lacked ideas, I just... really didn't want to do it.  For one week I went AWOL and avoided everyone; when the guilt finally overcame my apathy I logged back into my group and staring posting again. I never did regain my motivation for participating in that particular story, though; I had to use sheer discipline to write my parts.  In fact, it wasn't until we ended that story arc and start a new one did I really become interested and excited to write again.