Well you know sometimes there are unexpected things. Recently I thought well man, this is it. No matter how cool you paint nobody will bother. It's like crossing the desert with no sight of life. I mean while I put some stuff here and chat with fellow artists I don't feel any growth at all or new experiences or motivation boost. Everything fills pretty much to the patterns I discover years ago.

It's ironic since you've lots of ideas in your head, you can master your tools but for what purpose? If I compare my mental state before and after the art is done, there wouldn't be much difference. That's why I call it [creative] desert.

Anyway, I saw it's time to pack my bags and put this gallery on hold like I did with my epilogue or elfwood accounts years ago. After all you've nothing to lose here. And at this very last moment I've got a note saying =PaIn-GFX has bought you dA subscription. Wow. It's fun but the same scenario happened about a year ago. I was about to leave and some wonderful gentleman bought a sub. In return I paint Ouch Sith image [link] but never mention it. Now another man investing into you and it feels like someone's put their trust on you.